FINE

OK So I suck at dieting. Gained another couple of pounds back. Oy. Haven't gained them all back but it's only a matter of time. I need to win the lottery just to hire a cook. Yea, that'll happen.

eating good...welllll

I had meatloaf and potatoes for lunch. Didn't mind a salad just didn't wanna wait so long that Neal was already done eating so..meatloaf. Besides I love IGA's meatloaf. LOL of course had to buy some cherry sours. sigh I feel bad for cheating but i have begun to HATE lettuce and everything green.

gloomy

I'm having a gloomy day. Just down. Wish I was home and busy. Eh, guess life goes on.

I think my goal for this week is to not gain back any of the weight lost last week. Having 2 migraines last week helped the weight loss and having the Superbowl eats didn't help this week so if I maintain I'll be ok. Had a salad yesterday. Max picked it up. OMG Too much ranch times 10. Good tho :) I had a grilled chicken wrapped from Sonic for lunch. Shouldn't have had the diet coke but did. In need of grub at home and don't see that happening til this weekend so I don't know how good I'll be.

But I'll sure try.

H

ayyyyyy

OK, I'm trying. I really am. But I'm hungry. I'm making chicken wraps for my guys cause they don't lift a finger. And Imma gonna have one too!!! I'll be somewhat good and not fill it up with chicken and cheese. Lettuce, lettuce, lettuce and some chicken :). I found my bean pot recipe for refried beans. Looks interesting. Got the beans soaking overnight and I'll try them tomorrow. Can't wait.

Down

I don't know why I'm so down but I sure hope I snap out of it soon, I eat when I'm down. I'm also having headaches and pains that I KNOW are dehydration related but I can't drink enough. Doesn't help that the bathroom at work is so far away and I don't WANT to drink too much.

Yesterday was good. Nice lettuce and carrot salad for lunch and broccoli and beans for supper. I was FULL. Didn't have a salad but I don't care. I'm the only one here today so no going to lunch. I brought grapes and a lettuce salad. Out of beans at home so I guess I need to make some tomorrow. I have a couple of cans to get me by.

Wish I was home.

Superbowl tomorrow. Looking forward to it. Go Giants!

Guess that's it for now. Life is boring today.

1 week down

and two migraines dealt with. #2 is still hanging on but hopefully it'll be gone soon.

202.5lb to 194.5lb that's 8 pounds in one week but I'm not fooling myself. Several of those are from being in bed for the last 36 hours throwing up with no intake at all. Dehydration. So my goal for this next week is to not gain it all back.

I didn't have the best week. Wednesday I cheated. Started with chicken on my salad, followed by a headache and oooo I know myself so well I thought I may as well cheat the rest of the day and get it out of the way, it might even get me over my headache. Backfire. I ate. Pain increased to the point of severe by Thursday morning. Ugh.

All I've had so far today is water. Can't even make myself want to eat. I did bring some oranges to work and IF I go to lunch I'm planning on going to Subway for a salad.

But right now I'm at work, in pain, wishing I was home.

left---now I'm back---

I had lunch, salad (lettuce and carrots and a tiny bit of ranch) and an orange. I'm beginning to feel human again.

Superbowl Sunday is on my mind tho. I wanna have SB food but nothing sounds WORTH it, ya know. Me and Bud will work on that one. I'm thinking mini cheeseburger pies (thanks for the recipe mom!). But even then I hope I have the power to only have one.

Off to work, see ya